Forgot to say & yep still cant sleep!! You had 58 STAPLES taken out today!!! wowsa woo, makes me feel dizzy thinking bout that but you said it didnt hurt & isnt sore now, highest pain thresh hold ever!!! Love u angel. MISS U!! xxxxxxx

check those bad boys out, all 58 of the buggers**

Happy Mother's Day darling. We have all been thinking of you today and feel so very glad that you had a special morning with Evelyn. It pretty much exhausted you for the rest of the day but I'm so happy u got some quality time on this lovely day with her. She made you a card at pre-school. More in a bit.....

Kaylea & Gary were the proud godfather & godmother today at Maiyahs baptism. It was a very small group of her close family & ALex's family came over from Italy (they are so lovely & so loud just like Alex!!). The service was beautiful actually & even though it went on for a long time the kids seemed to enjoy it somewhat & they had moments were the kids went to the middle of the church & held hands & had a blessing & then they also went up to get daffodils for their mummys, Jaspey was straight up there for me bless him lil gorgee. What was really special (& made me feel at peace with my thoughts of going to a church service) was that they had a catholic style alter that had burning tea lights infront of it. It was so pretty & me & Kaylea both clocked it & were drawn to the feeling of lighting a candle for you. At the end we went & done this & then the bubbis proudly said "And one for Evelyn mummy!* Nearly cryed lighting it & whisphered a prayer for you, I know nan & gramps heard & will deliver darling :):) Really lovely morning anyhow.

We then had a wonderful afternoon as we had arranged that we all would meet in the Shoreline cafe at 4pm. We got there & you, Joss, Laura & Lorraine were already getting your order. Mum, Joey & Dave were already sat down too. Jaspey and Darcey were so happy to see you & gave you the biggest kisses. Gary gave u a polite kiss on the cheek but I said he had to join the incestuous on the lips gang & so u puckered up to him haha, everyone is feeling the benefits of ur lusciously soft lips!! We sat & had a drink & Kaylea, Nick, Sam & Laura all turned up too. It was so lovely seeing you & your sense of huomour was still on point when the staff said chips couldnt be ordered until 5pm, you said "Go and tell him the cripple wants her chips, I came all the way from my ward to get some bloody chips lol!!" We did but it didnt work, so everyone got some munch at five instead. Sam was cheeky with u as always and pranked you saying "Look over there!" u did, & he stole some chips-your response was classic. "Oh thats right steal from the cripple!!" U are so very fun to be around & uplifting & light, such a brilliant attitude to how most people would assume you'd feel. I have to say my first desperate sadness surrounding your stroke was why Carly, why her?? It is so very unfair & I dont even know if its right to write down these words in fear of triggering your own upset, but just know, we are tested in this life, some more harshly than others. This will push you to gain the strongest independance & self worth. It, i hope, will make you realise how wonderful your life is & how in love with you your family & friends are. Even your Avon clients that we delivered orders to showed such concern & sent huge well wishes when we told them we would be dealing with your Avon account until your better. Strangers in the street not only stare in awe of your individual look, your alternative skin art & funky clothes but look on with such wow at ur stunning dimples & beautiful smile. You really are just so stunning Carly. Dad started the convo of how in every single photo u are flawless, edgy & beautiful beyond measure. We all agree not just to give you a boost but just because, u really are so pretty. And your heart matches your smile. Truley the bestest gorgeous lady & someone I promise to never take for granted again. There i go again all mushy but gotta add a little heart felt blurb in here ay!! The cherubs ran up & down like crazys in the restuarant & only stopped when Joey offered out her homemade vegan cakes she baked you. Bless her shes such a sweetheart & has become quite the baker. She also made us a batch & they were divine. Jasper had a spell on the naughty step which had Sam in hysterics at his lil chubby strop face, he had run off & Joss said No Jaspey this way & he hit Joss, naughty bubb!! He said sorry tho & Jose milked it like a pro recieving a huge hug & kiss after Jasper realises he was upset because of him hitting, hope this isnt going to be an often occurence now. He was just the perfect baby, please piss off terrible two's haha. Evelyn has been a cherub & has been so good for Nanny, Lau & Joss. I miss her when I dont see her each day now as I went a whole week seeing her beaut face. She is just incredible & such a credit to your amazing ways bubb.

You were so exhausted & after taking the piss out of yourself for a good hour you decided it was time for a snooze. We had to get Darcey home too anyhow & didnt wanna out stay our welcome as we were all a little loud & exciteable. You wear your helmet when you are out of bed & on the move & you have already learnt to get it on & off with your right hand. You have to wear this to & from the ward & excited Darcey & Jasper by promising to let them loose painting it for you to make it funky. Ur mum had brought a purple sequined tea cosey hat to see if you wanted to add some style to it, but you didnt, it certainally was not your style, Im on the lookout for some leopard print hats boo. I remeber you or Alli having a leopard print fluffy Kangol number when we were young, dunno why that came out on the page but hey its in my head haha... Laura babys you a bit bless her & worries when you shift position or when your wheeled along by someone other than herself, she is constantly touching you & trying to help but you are pretty fierce in your independance already & she backs off for a bit then starts the sequence all over again, hehe she really cant help it. I expect it feels pretty overwhelming at times having our faces in yours staring, poking & desperate to help. I hope to god you realise we have all felt so helpless in so many ways and so its our way I guess selfishly of feeling like we are Helping You. I have found it truley an outlet writing this blog for you & hope it can be a nice keepsake for you to look back on & see how far you have come from each day documented. Mum has cooked you all sorts & even cracked out the coronation sauce this week, Joey doing her cakes, Dad making you laugh & taking you for a spin (he wont let you mope, hes too up for a spin himself in your wheelchair & helmet as Im sure he thinks he can be reckless & the helmet will save him haha). Kaylea has become a chauffer, entrapenuer, dancer, singer & beautition this week & is actually seriously good at hot selling Avon to us all lol!! The boys of course just add humour & your family have held your hand every single step of the way with there pulses beating on your finger tips, connected beyond any level we will ever fathom. Your all fighters, your all so strong. And I have to say seeing your mum not only add herself to facebook but write sweet words for her amazing girly is pretty darn heartwarming. We all have the essence of that divine Nanny Light in us & it has shone through to give us all positives to stick with through ur trauma. Palms to the sky for that mama** Love & light honey bee**

Shine bright like a diamond!!! 

Lorraine joked that she lost so much weight she had to go buy new underwear in a smaller size haha!!! & joeys vegan cakes, bless her cute toot!!

I came to see you this evening. I wanted to bring the bubbas & Gary was so eager to visit too but you had a very tiring day & had a fall, wally mama!! So we decided it be best just I came tonight. You were pretty sleepy but seemed so happy (we all know why missi moo*) Mum & Joey were there too when I got to you. We over stayed visiting times but luckily as we were quiet & ur nurses are lovely we didnt get into trouble. I hate to think of you bored & alone if Im honest. Im sure id hate it & i so want to be able to tag team it up and we all spend a night by ur side each week. If only I was loaded, you would have ur own room bubb : / ** You had a visit from lil smoosh pie today, I think you said after lunchtime (she had her time with Roger 8-12) She threw a wobbly this morning for your mama as she didnt want to go to daddys, she wanted to be with you at the hospital. This doesnt surprise me, you & her, your just the best little team. I can only imagine how much you miss her but know she is cuddled too much too often & we always talk about what she spoke about with mummy, I know she misses you babe thats obvious but she isnt sad, she is patient for her mummys return & delighted in seeing you often. She is so unfazed by your scars & change of appearence, she doesnt care because she see's your heart first, we all do. She doesnt ever want to leave you but knows it is important to feed pip & let Molly in from the garden so she reassured you that she will do these & be back mummy!! Bless her* I have had such amazing chats with some of our mutual friends & its amazing how many people hide how in awe of you they are, they almost feel vunerable to tell you ur strength inspires them & makes them love you more. I may not always say the right thing or what you wanna hear in this blog but I will always for sure say I have always been so happy to be your family, your friend & have been so inspired by you as a mummy** You are incredible as one of my bestest friends & I love you dearly Rhubarb, always**

You have your phone & laptop on you now & manage to get wifi on your mobile which is great. You had been watching David Attenborough documentaries this morning & you can now see all the support & well wishes you have been recieving on facebook & just stay in the loop a bit. We talked about how you havent had real air for two weeks now & how surreal this is, you are being so patient & upbeat about your condition & I so hope your not just being brave. I feel that through all of this I have learnt a huge lesson in how deep & strong my family is & no matter how fragile your body is your mind is your strength. That is why you are so inspiring because your words to me the other day were "Well you can either laugh or cry, and I dont like crying!!" So matter of fact & motivated. You are doing so so well babe. You havent had physio today as its the weekend. You did decided however to do some exercise & managed to fall you wombat!! Stef came into see you & you had been in your wheelchair eating lunch when she arrived. She noticed you were tired & tried to help you on the bed but you didnt tell her that you are to go right on right & managed to flop your left side on the bed but didnt get enough on & ended up a heap on the floor. Not funny of course but maybe a little bit seeming as once I saw you tonight your actually fine :) The best thing about today is that although the fall was a bit of a shock & trauma you can FEEL pain in your left arm! And you exclaimed so excitedly that if you really concentrate u can move your fingers. Unbelieavble news, no words to describe how elated this makes us all. I have no doubts with you recovering to full form, your such a fighter, I know you dont always believe this & dont always display this either but the strength you posess is incredible Carly, you are a true inspiration. Will write this in every post until it registers as seriously cannot think of any new word to describe you haha! Apart from beautiful actually, you looked so beautiful tonight. Your skin has so much colour, your cheeks were pink, I massaged your hands & arms & your tattoos are so wonderfully colourful, so pretty** Your new hair cut would make most people appear manic but you are so stunningly pretty you even pull of butcher Alli's makeover!! I love you so much darling. Im just in awe of your courage tonight. Stay strong sweetpea. Love & light**

photo of boo obsessed with the soap msged from nanny :)

Cant sleep, heres a video I just figured out how to make on my laptop** love you boo. So so much. Its times like this you realise how true your family & friends are!! 143**

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=do6vEDbRrG8

I saw Alli's car in my drive early so knew today was shower day* How you have been looking forward to this bless you. You spoke of desperatly wanting to shower on Wednesdays visit & we all offered up our help, lets be honest weve all seen the birthing pics & your boobs are pretty darn perfect so no need to feel insecure hehe!! Alli came in (apparently geared up with a swimsuit according to her haha) & assisted the nurses with washing you & your physio turned up so helped & decided to get you standing after you pooped. This is a story u retold so Im not tryna shock you with something you have forgotten haha. You said that after all that has happened you didnt realise quite how close your'd get to your sisters hehe**

After physio was done & Evelyn got out of school she got to come in & see mummy again. You had the whole family over with you. Our mums, Alli, Lau, Kaylea, Nick & all the kiddi winks. Jaspey was zonked from a hard day of running like sportacus so we couldnt get over at that time but I got squeezes off smoosh at mine. She had enjoyed a day at pre-school & had decorated biscuits with Nanny & Lau for Special lady day. So bloody cute & she was very proud to be taking her nanny & auntie in. The staff have been so lovely at Boundstone & even Edwina has asked if she can come see you when your much better & up for it as hearing the sad news of your illness really effected so many people, the receptionists all send their love too gorgee. Kaylea sent me lots of pics of this visit so will add these. She said the kids really enjoyed seeing you & were all up on the bed sharing the remote & going up and down. Evelyn sits firmly in her spot on her mummy, owning her special place lying on your chest. Kaylea gave you a manicure & Lau helped you with dinns, chilli con carne jacket potato with coranation chick peas thanks to motherlaa!! She didnt even let us dip our fingers in the sauce, very jelous hehe. Alli also brought along some scissors & gave your dreadlocks the chop. Your hair the Drs left on the left side was so irritating to you & was so knotted up we couldnt get a brush through it so you decided it needd to be cut short. When you have your surgery on your skull again you have said you might shave all your hair off again & just start again, you kind of spoke of this before as you were so tired of dying your hair & gettin black on everything!! Kaylea played you Riri on her phone & you put your hands as best you could into a diamond, singing away merrily & reminising on Sams birthday party night when you all danced away to this song**In all this Rachel, Toni & a Mr James Lawson visited you too. Toni brought you a nemo teddy (you have joked that u are like Nemo with his lil weak arm!! always still in good humour beaut*) & James brought you in a funny book to cheer you up. All these visits knackered you out so you had a kip & all your entourage left at half six. I came in with Jaspey yesterday.We had quite a while with you but you were tired out after having visits from alot of people & my dad had been stealing your energy by getting u in your chair & going for a walk around the hospital with you. How sweet of him, hes been so positive in his words for you, he is bloody impressed with how well you are doing!! Jasper was in a little mood but so happy to see his auntie Carly. He sat on the bed with you playing with the remote for your bed position. He giggled away at the movement & bless you u just endured being flipped about for little studley to have a rocket ride on Carlys bed!! He was a little tight on giving out kisses & cuddles & I was mad at him as to me Id love to dive bomb your bed & snuggle the shit out of you haha!! But hey ho these bubbas will be choosey with their precious kisses now huh!! hehe. Lau & Joss bundled our visit too & had brought you more luxurys from tesco. Gettin a list goin each time someone visits, your'll be able to restock your cupboards for when you home at this rate hehe!! I couldnt stay too long as needed to get the bumpkin to bed but was lovely as always seing you looking so well. So proud of you sweetheart** I got to count your staples, my eyes were a bit blurred trying to count as many as you have but pretty sure i got it right at 58!! Bajesus-they look good though but you thought u had some staples & some stitches as the staples on the top of your head seem tighter than the side ones. We wondered out loud if they will take them out? Not sure how it works with major brain surgery* Can you believe a week ago you were in St Georges so very poorly & now your sat up, talking stronger & smiling with all your smile. Seeing that was just incredible as on reflection my first visit to you you were just so exhausted & didnt manage a smile babe, I dont think your facial muscles would have even let you if you tried thats how fatigued you were. You are doing so good in your recovery & I just so love seeing you each visit looking better than the time before. We are so proud of you angel, We Love you so, I love you beyond measure** Love & light to you, sleep tight boo*

Had an incredible visit with you today. Me, Kaylea & Laura came over at 4pm (Grampy got Jaspey from nursery & entertained him as he has the sniffles so didnt wanna bring him in if it turns into a cold*) We turned up & you were full of beans talking away & so happy to see someone to chat too. Probably a tad pissed off with us that we hadnt got there earlier seeming as visiting starts at 3pm, sorry but we have valid excuses hehe. We met with your Avon rep Sarah today to see if we can continue on with your account until your well to do it yourself. It seems a bit of a mission at the moment as you had double ordered & also you know your stock & we didnt. You had deliveries to do & orderes to gain, books to deliver, its all pretty intense but me & Kaylea managed to understand most of what she said & Joey & Dave helped us deliever alot of books so that made it all easier too. Hope we can get you some funds by doing this hun. 

You were so animated today & that blew me away. You were speaking stronger & your voice sounded like you again. You talked in detail remembering your stroke & the events of that night but being in hospital has been some what of a blur to you especially as you dont have a clock on the wall to know what the time is & its so easy on occasions like this to forget what day your on. You spoke of what the london hospital was like & of your annoyance that they fed you non vegan yoghurt & said you also rememeber being hoisted onto a commode & the nurses had faffed about too long & you could feel yourself pooing mid air, you said this with a giggle so its an experience you can cringe over & tick off the bucket list ay!! Although Im sure you will have a few more commode storys until your up and moonwalking to the toilet. Your words* You were so positive in talking of how well you had stood in physio. We all high fived & noogined to that* Your next step you said is to moonwalk, jump, hop & run to the toilet & take a dump in that bad boy that flushes!! Excellent & I so admire you humour in all this aswell as your strength. I know most people would take your lack of movement as such a flaw but you take it as a challeneg to overcome & that is fighting talk to the fullest!! So happy for you being so well & positive babe. You loved the pictures I sent in for you & we spoke about Evelyn. She looks so stunningly angelic in her school pic you have displayed. She is better medicine than any dr can give you & will be ur cure sweetpea!! As I said you were exhilarated with yourself that you managed to stand in physio. The nurses are teaching you to weight bare & have chanced it & made you put weight on your left side. Its weak for now but you will find those muscles & bootcamp them up to action in no time. You have a physio session every week day morning & will rest at the weekend. It wipes you out as your body is working so hard but you are able to rest well now you are in a quiet room & not having constant observations & tests. You have a plaster on your neck & we were all curious as to what it was for as I was sure the breathing machines they used were passed down your throat but your mum thought you had had a traceotomy. You hadnt, it was the simplest funniest answer. In St Georges food had fallen & dried on your neck. Through the night you had picked at it & just kept on picking creating a sore. So they had to cover your neck with a large plaster to stop you opening the wound again as you then got accustomed to scratching your neck. Even today you have marks on your neck & chest were you keep itching hehe. We brought you in some of mums home cooked soups & Kaylea had got you coconut flavoured water (for the nutnut*) & you really liked that. You were on form & being so silly & funny & when I asked if Gary could visit soon you said "Yes aslong as you get me some clothing in here soon as I dont want my quim hanging out!!" haha. You gave us a list of items, clothing & foods you want brought in. For physio you need easy clothing to move in & shoes so you dont slip & were very specific in the clothes you wanted to wear. This seemed like a huge step really as you always feel better when you get up out of bed & just wash & get dressed dont you!! We left the room for the moment so the nurses could assist you using the commode & your alarm started buzzing oin emergency which obviously scared the shit out of us & ten people all darted to your bay but luckilly it was just a lead fault. Good to see all the nurses, doctors & physios just drop everything & run. One of the physio's is quite fit but short & wears stupid illuminous trainers (mine & Lauras observations hehe) There is also this cute chinese guy who looks like a bulldog as his jawline is heavy & his bottom teeth sit outward from his top set. All your nurses are lovely & this one lady is such a laugh, shes a happy character to have around. You also have a Dr called Earl who I havent met who is transgender. When you came back from London you saw Earl & shouted Hello & shook his hand, he gripped you & said welcome home. He had worked on you when you were first admitted that Monday evening to Worthings acute stroke unit. The staff on Botolphs were you are now were so happy to see you looking so damn good. You are in a nice quiet spot & have this very old dear Elsie next to you but she is partitioned off with the curtain as she is pretty nosey tbh. We fed you some after eight chocs & its so sad really, she in nil by mouth & its as if she smelt the mint, we just saw the curtain twitch & she pulled it back to have a peak at what you were eating bless her. Beaking at your chocolate** hehe. It was such an uplifting visit with you & although you got tired very quickly it was just divine seeing you look so so well & seem so happy & content with your condition. Your a true star babe, Riri's song has been mentioned over & over but the words are pretty fitting;

Find light in the beautiful sea
I choose to be happy
You & i, you & i
We're like diamonds in the sky**

Shine bright like a diamond** You are our diamond beaut* Love your cheeseball adoring cousin. Night night bubb . Love & light*

Sorry I haven’t blogged for a few days sweetpea. Havent always been able to have a good chat with the girlies & hear all the news in detail & as they have had two hugely brilliant visits with you in London Sunday & Monday I knew it was best to wait until I saw them today to get all the news. I have heard amazingly positive things honey, you are doing so well & we all hold such pride in your efforts to recover & determination to get moving & stay awake each day more often, you are an inspiration & what Ive heard is all so encouraging gorgeous girl. Sunday, Lorraine, Lau, Alli & beaut Evelyn took the journey to London to see you & it was beyond amazing for you all, for you & sweet Evelyn. She was so so happy to see you & was unfazed by mummys baddy & the changes in you. She was actually much like you & fascinated. Grace came with them Monday & again the girls were just so happy to see you as theyd missed you so.

 On Sunday Joey & Dad came up to visit you too. They got nearly an hour of your time & were so overwhelmed to see you, dad really does have a soppy side. Joey was so pleased to see you, we had been at a spiritual fare event at the Charmandean today. We were all very emotional walking around & I felt like some of the people there were seeing our sadness even tho we didnt think outwardly we were projecting it. We saw Roz the medium & mum spoke with her. She was so shocked & kept expressing her sorrow & love & mums asked if it was appropriate to have a meet with her & she clearly said "Now is not the time, she has people with her." We took this as a massive positive as like Chris had said Nan & Gramps are certainally with you & we would feel bad drawing their attention from you so Roz said not now, she sends her love & will be thinking of you & sending light. You are being so strongly supported in so many ways. I got you a citrine crystal as the properties have always been interesting to me & Im drawn to it in a weird way. The description of citrine crystal; Citrine brings happiness, joy & optimism into your life. One of only two minerals on the planet which do not hold or accumulate negative energy, but dispels & transforms it. Citrine energizes & invigorates, promotes warmth, comfort & energy. Aids in matters of daily living. Not sure if it is really your thing but the crystal I chose for you had a rainbow shine through it when I picked it up so had to be brought honey :):)

On Monday at St Georges you had a physio session & a heart scan. You have blood tests often & all this is working to investigate the cause & treatment of your stroke. Lau noticed you right eye is slightly swollen again so this is being monitored. The flap flap woman Im sure fed you a yoghurt that was non vegan much to your disgust, but Mike said “Oh well, doesn’t matter as she wasn’t vegan in America either thanks to Ponderosa toast drizzled in butter!!” hehe. Got a story to connect with everything! Lorraine told me that you have had your dressing removed from your head & you have a ton of staples in your scar. Alli says this is to keep your brain from falling out!! Haha

And so there is today. I dropped Jaspey at nursery & went with Kaylea to your mums. Alli & Lau were there with Gracie. Evelyn is spending some more time with Roger. The girls weren’t visiting you today as your dad was down & we had been told you would be hopefully in a bed by this evening at Worthing hospital (which you are but will update that in a sec). Your Avon orders had arrived but much confusion followed as you didn’t have any documentation on what orders went to who, your mum is on this & has rung your area rep! Me, Kaylea & Grace put all the books in bags ready to distribute as we think it’s a good plan to keep this income coming in & you will take over from us when you are much better. Plus me & Kaylea have totally snagged that you get awesome discounts on things so totes gonna be abusing your account im afraid!!! Haha. You have been refusing food no doubt from the fear that there feeding you non vegan food so our mums are whizzing you up soups & good foods & smoothies & Im gonna get some bits tomorrow too. I sent Joey up on Sunday with the photo frame & Body shop spray & then realised without explanation it may have looked like I was telling you you smell haha, this is so not the case, I just hated the thought of you having to smell stale muggy hospital smells & felt that if you had a nice fresh smell sprayed on your chest you would get this aroma not the hospitals haha. Hope that conveyed!! You were helped into a wheelchair today & taken to an intensive physio session. Im not too sure exactly what you did in this but we were told you stood with help. Such amazing progress & Im just so in awe of your strength & determination, the two words that override every blog I write. Your energy & motivation is just so brilliant & I have no doubt that it is from seeing Evelyn that has given you your power. She is the best medicine you will receive & I strongly believe her love will heal you quicker than any doctor can. You are a team & the strongest one at that. Mummy power & all that but as a mummy to a mummy your relationship with that little smooshball is just outstandingly beautiful. Her lil happy heartbeat is all for you & she will give you the strength to fight this so much harder than if you didn’t have her lil face beaming at you by your bedside. Mush mush* (I LOVE YOU)

So Pip also is the star of the household at the moment & a great source of entertainment for the kiddiwinks. There is many pictures with that lil dude & the bubbas. He is a great distraction for when there is grown up talk, Kaylea (the brave one) goes with the kids & gets Pip out & they squeal & giggle about so the adults can have some peace to talk. Elliot has grown an addiction to my ipad & apparently it is there for my fault that he will be asking for one for his birthday & will be let down (alli if your reading this speak to Gary for the deal!! hAhah) No word of a lie I have on every occasion of seeing the monsters have had to endure at least two poos. Although now Im obviously wise to the I wipe my own ass side of things I just sit on the step & listen to their little chatter. Quite enjoyable in a twisted way. Gracie was talking about Jasper & he has a willy like Lells today, small talk really

And now to the best part of the day, we got the call at 5pm that you have transport arrived for you & that you are to be back in Worthing this evening. You have settled well & are back on the stroke ward, best place for you and with brilliant doctors again. You will need a lot of tests again & no doubt CT scans, heart scans & blood tests etc but you will battle this so strongly hun, we are so pleased to have you back so close. I feel at peace that Im just a two minute run away & my permits have come in handy which is a great thing…our mamas came into see you at half six to settle you into your own room for the night. You ate some soup made by mum & had a good chat but were exhausted from your physio & journey so they didnt stay too long. All the nurses & Drs were so happy to see you again & exclaimed how well you looked. Earl, (apparently a transexual who I have not met yet) got very emotional seeing you back & you high fived him & he said "Welcome home!" :):) Your facebook has been updated by Alli saying you are back & everyone is so happy & excited to be hoping for a visit with you shortly. A lot of people have updated their profile pic with a pic of you & themselves which was so lovely. Not too long & you will be reading the inspiring words of hope & love people have msged you with. You can update your own status & we can send you daily pics of Evelyn after her visits. Love u so much darling, you have had an exhausting day so I hope you sleep well. Always thinking of you & sending so much light**