I saw Alli's car in my drive early so knew today was shower day* How you have been looking forward to this bless you. You spoke of desperatly wanting to shower on Wednesdays visit & we all offered up our help, lets be honest weve all seen the birthing pics & your boobs are pretty darn perfect so no need to feel insecure hehe!! Alli came in (apparently geared up with a swimsuit according to her haha) & assisted the nurses with washing you & your physio turned up so helped & decided to get you standing after you pooped. This is a story u retold so Im not tryna shock you with something you have forgotten haha. You said that after all that has happened you didnt realise quite how close your'd get to your sisters hehe**

After physio was done & Evelyn got out of school she got to come in & see mummy again. You had the whole family over with you. Our mums, Alli, Lau, Kaylea, Nick & all the kiddi winks. Jaspey was zonked from a hard day of running like sportacus so we couldnt get over at that time but I got squeezes off smoosh at mine. She had enjoyed a day at pre-school & had decorated biscuits with Nanny & Lau for Special lady day. So bloody cute & she was very proud to be taking her nanny & auntie in. The staff have been so lovely at Boundstone & even Edwina has asked if she can come see you when your much better & up for it as hearing the sad news of your illness really effected so many people, the receptionists all send their love too gorgee. Kaylea sent me lots of pics of this visit so will add these. She said the kids really enjoyed seeing you & were all up on the bed sharing the remote & going up and down. Evelyn sits firmly in her spot on her mummy, owning her special place lying on your chest. Kaylea gave you a manicure & Lau helped you with dinns, chilli con carne jacket potato with coranation chick peas thanks to motherlaa!! She didnt even let us dip our fingers in the sauce, very jelous hehe. Alli also brought along some scissors & gave your dreadlocks the chop. Your hair the Drs left on the left side was so irritating to you & was so knotted up we couldnt get a brush through it so you decided it needd to be cut short. When you have your surgery on your skull again you have said you might shave all your hair off again & just start again, you kind of spoke of this before as you were so tired of dying your hair & gettin black on everything!! Kaylea played you Riri on her phone & you put your hands as best you could into a diamond, singing away merrily & reminising on Sams birthday party night when you all danced away to this song**In all this Rachel, Toni & a Mr James Lawson visited you too. Toni brought you a nemo teddy (you have joked that u are like Nemo with his lil weak arm!! always still in good humour beaut*) & James brought you in a funny book to cheer you up. All these visits knackered you out so you had a kip & all your entourage left at half six. I came in with Jaspey yesterday.We had quite a while with you but you were tired out after having visits from alot of people & my dad had been stealing your energy by getting u in your chair & going for a walk around the hospital with you. How sweet of him, hes been so positive in his words for you, he is bloody impressed with how well you are doing!! Jasper was in a little mood but so happy to see his auntie Carly. He sat on the bed with you playing with the remote for your bed position. He giggled away at the movement & bless you u just endured being flipped about for little studley to have a rocket ride on Carlys bed!! He was a little tight on giving out kisses & cuddles & I was mad at him as to me Id love to dive bomb your bed & snuggle the shit out of you haha!! But hey ho these bubbas will be choosey with their precious kisses now huh!! hehe. Lau & Joss bundled our visit too & had brought you more luxurys from tesco. Gettin a list goin each time someone visits, your'll be able to restock your cupboards for when you home at this rate hehe!! I couldnt stay too long as needed to get the bumpkin to bed but was lovely as always seing you looking so well. So proud of you sweetheart** I got to count your staples, my eyes were a bit blurred trying to count as many as you have but pretty sure i got it right at 58!! Bajesus-they look good though but you thought u had some staples & some stitches as the staples on the top of your head seem tighter than the side ones. We wondered out loud if they will take them out? Not sure how it works with major brain surgery* Can you believe a week ago you were in St Georges so very poorly & now your sat up, talking stronger & smiling with all your smile. Seeing that was just incredible as on reflection my first visit to you you were just so exhausted & didnt manage a smile babe, I dont think your facial muscles would have even let you if you tried thats how fatigued you were. You are doing so good in your recovery & I just so love seeing you each visit looking better than the time before. We are so proud of you angel, We Love you so, I love you beyond measure** Love & light to you, sleep tight boo*