Sam & Laura are home now & have been told. They are obviously very sad but we have filled them with the great news of you recovering so well. All gonna be a bit jumbled again as a lot to say but started the day off finding out you had had a good night & have been well rested which is great. They had tried to take you of the breathing machine but you were a bit distressed by this so they have left it in. Alli, Lau, Lorraine & Joss came up to see you today. On the drive up Laura noted that a song you like came on the radio & the words hit home. It was Stay by Shakespears Sister & just felt empowering to the girls. "If this world is wearing thin,And you're thinking of escape, I'll go anywhere with you, Just wrap me up in chains". The synopsis of the song is actually so apt & magical*  They had a good visit & rang us so joyful & full of great news on u. You had been tried on soft food, a mashed banana & your response was yuk! You don't like banana. The girls were asked to leave for you to get two hours rest & they went on the hunt for the soft food you liked & came back with a bag full. You had some houmous & an M&S after eight choc but u fell asleep eating this & Lau had to encourage u to eat chocolate, mad woman!! haha... You squeezed everyones hands & responded well to their voices. The consultant & nurses in the ICU said that aswell as the operation being to reduce the swell in your brain they also detected a large blood clot & removed that. Alli has not only hit on your surgeon but has been inquiring as to where that clot went!! There talking of getting you an ikea box frame & saving it all as memorabilia. Plasters after blood tests, your head bandage, it'll all get saved if we can haha! Apparently you put your thumb up to the surgeon when he asked how your doing! A Dr told your mum today that they suspect you had a blood clot travel up from your cartoid artery in your neck. It could have become twisted & there for produces a clot. This is not as a fact as yet but a possible theory.

I had an appointment with Chris Matthews today, she was so amazing & told me how she is working on you & calling in the light for the highest good & asking the spiritual guides & angels to keep you well & safe. She is doing this for often in the day & yesterday she was thinking of you & nan & Grampy were with you, this completely through her but made her feel so overwhelmed. She has told me what I can do to help & we are also putting our family, your doctors, nurses, porters, anyone who has assisted you in the divine light. Getting closer to that church service every day haha!! Seriously though it felt very powerful what Chris has been doing & so lovely. Tonight Lau & Alli will be writing a post from your Facebook page to inform your friends as you often get txts or calls & feels right now. Evelyn has been to school today & had a great day. Nanny & Lau dropped her off & spoke to the staff & reception to explain the situation. Me, Joey & Jasper got to pick her up as the girls were still driving back from London. She was very excited to see us & gave out the biggest cuddles. The staff said she has been playing with Grace & had a good day. She had two paintings & a party invite from Adam :) The staff had also made you a laminate of  a few pics of Evelyns day at nursery, isn't that so kind. Bit of a heartbreaker as they have special lady day next week but your mum has happily taken the spot & will join Evelyn at nursery that day. Evelyn is being so brilliant & seems very content at present & really is enjoying seeing Jasper most days. She asks after you but not sadly. She knows your unwell but has excepted that shes getting special time with Nanny, Lau & Joss for now. One of Joss's tenants has gone away or been unallowed her luxurys something of that nature & so her Russian hamster Pip needed a home for a few days, well its now living at nannys & Evelyn loves him. No doubt she will be getting one for a long stay as Laura has even become quite attached!! It really is tiny cute little bundle :) Love you loads darling, Love & light always*

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