On
Sunday Joey & Dad came up to visit you too. They got nearly an hour of your
time & were so overwhelmed to see you, dad really does have a soppy side.
Joey was so pleased to see you, we had been at a spiritual fare event at the
Charmandean today. We were all very emotional walking around & I felt like
some of the people there were seeing our sadness even tho we didnt think
outwardly we were projecting it. We saw Roz the medium & mum spoke with
her. She was so shocked & kept expressing her sorrow & love & mums
asked if it was appropriate to have a meet with her & she clearly said
"Now is not the time, she has people with her." We took this as a
massive positive as like Chris had said Nan & Gramps are certainally with
you & we would feel bad drawing their attention from you so Roz said not
now, she sends her love & will be thinking of you & sending light. You
are being so strongly supported in so many ways. I got you a citrine crystal as
the properties have always been interesting to me & Im drawn to it in a
weird way. The description of citrine crystal; Citrine brings happiness, joy
& optimism into your life. One of only two minerals on the planet which do
not hold or accumulate negative energy, but dispels & transforms it.
Citrine energizes & invigorates, promotes warmth, comfort & energy.
Aids in matters of daily living. Not sure if it is really your thing but the
crystal I chose for you had a rainbow shine through it when I picked it up so
had to be brought honey :):)
On Monday at St Georges you had a
physio session & a heart scan. You have blood tests often & all this is
working to investigate the cause & treatment of your stroke. Lau noticed
you right eye is slightly swollen again so this is being monitored. The flap
flap woman Im sure fed you a yoghurt that was non vegan much to your disgust,
but Mike said “Oh well, doesn’t matter as she wasn’t vegan in America either
thanks to Ponderosa toast drizzled in butter!!” hehe. Got a story to connect
with everything! Lorraine told me that you have had your dressing removed from
your head & you have a ton of staples in your scar. Alli says this is to
keep your brain from falling out!! Haha
And so there is today. I dropped Jaspey
at nursery & went with Kaylea to your mums. Alli & Lau were there with
Gracie. Evelyn is spending some more time with Roger. The girls weren’t
visiting you today as your dad was down & we had been told you would be
hopefully in a bed by this evening at Worthing hospital (which you are but will
update that in a sec). Your Avon orders had arrived but much confusion followed
as you didn’t have any documentation on what orders went to who, your mum is on
this & has rung your area rep! Me, Kaylea & Grace put all the books in
bags ready to distribute as we think it’s a good plan to keep this income
coming in & you will take over from us when you are much better. Plus me
& Kaylea have totally snagged that you get awesome discounts on things so
totes gonna be abusing your account im afraid!!! Haha. You have been refusing
food no doubt from the fear that there feeding you non vegan food so our mums
are whizzing you up soups & good foods & smoothies & Im gonna get
some bits tomorrow too. I sent Joey up on Sunday with the photo frame &
Body shop spray & then realised without explanation it may have looked like
I was telling you you smell haha, this is so not the case, I just hated the
thought of you having to smell stale muggy hospital smells & felt that if
you had a nice fresh smell sprayed on your chest you would get this aroma not
the hospitals haha. Hope that conveyed!! You were helped into a wheelchair
today & taken to an intensive physio session. Im not too sure exactly what
you did in this but we were told you stood with help. Such amazing progress
& Im just so in awe of your strength & determination, the two words
that override every blog I write. Your energy & motivation is just so
brilliant & I have no doubt that it is from seeing Evelyn that has given
you your power. She is the best medicine you will receive & I strongly
believe her love will heal you quicker than any doctor can. You are a team
& the strongest one at that. Mummy power & all that but as a mummy to a
mummy your relationship with that little smooshball is just outstandingly
beautiful. Her lil happy heartbeat is all for you & she will give you the
strength to fight this so much harder than if you didn’t have her lil face
beaming at you by your bedside. Mush mush* (I LOVE YOU)
So Pip also is the star of the
household at the moment & a great source of entertainment for the
kiddiwinks. There is many pictures with that lil dude & the bubbas. He is a
great distraction for when there is grown up talk, Kaylea (the brave one) goes
with the kids & gets Pip out & they squeal & giggle about so the
adults can have some peace to talk. Elliot has grown an addiction to my ipad
& apparently it is there for my fault that he will be asking for one for
his birthday & will be let down (alli if your reading this speak to Gary
for the deal!! hAhah) No word of a lie I have on every occasion of seeing the
monsters have had to endure at least two poos. Although now Im obviously wise
to the I wipe my own ass side of things I just sit on the step & listen to
their little chatter. Quite enjoyable in a twisted way. Gracie was talking
about Jasper & he has a willy like Lells today, small talk really
And now to the best part of the day, we
got the call at 5pm that you have transport arrived for you & that you are
to be back in Worthing this evening. You have settled well & are back on
the stroke ward, best place for you and with brilliant doctors again. You will
need a lot of tests again & no doubt CT scans, heart scans & blood
tests etc but you will battle this so strongly hun, we are so pleased to have
you back so close. I feel at peace that Im just a two minute run away & my
permits have come in handy which is a great thing…our mamas came into see you
at half six to settle you into your own room for the night. You ate some soup made by mum & had a good chat but were exhausted from your physio & journey so they didnt stay too long. All the nurses & Drs were so happy to see you again & exclaimed how well you looked. Earl, (apparently a transexual who I have not met yet) got very emotional seeing you back & you high fived him & he said "Welcome home!" :):) Your facebook has been updated by Alli saying
you are back & everyone is so happy & excited to be hoping for a visit
with you shortly. A lot of people have updated their profile pic with a pic of
you & themselves which was so lovely. Not too long & you will be
reading the inspiring words of hope & love people have msged you with. You
can update your own status & we can send you daily pics of Evelyn after her
visits. Love u so much darling, you have had an exhausting day so I hope you
sleep well. Always thinking of you & sending so much light**
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